i havin a happy life

2007-07-07T01:27:00.000-07:00

here's the ting..im getting lonelier..wat happen??no freaking idea.its plain weird.i hate my life.its f***ing stupid.except for my studies n esp my sista.love her loads.she rawks!!woohooo..oh ya n my family.cant sae its tat stupid coz they hav support me from small..ahhhh(light from heaven)hees.a little bit of expectation will ya??nvm.tats all though.byeeeessss dudes n dudets!!!

2007-06-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

okay im here writing a new post,n still writing,n writing a very very very very very long long long post....how's tat?im bored okay?i admit....now im innocent...hahahahahaha.i cant believe i said myself innocent.haha.emo-shit!!hhaha.

2007-06-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

okay,here i am again feeling bored eventhough school's starting n all things making my life happening.everybody around me has something to do n im like the only one here wit nothing to do.some hav probs to solves n some just sit at home.but i'll try to work it on somehow.some way.it'll be just fine.school's starting soon and im so over it.im all prepared to work hard.ahem hem.give some support,will ya?but im just loving the way my life is in terms of fwens n everything.love my sista especially.she's the best.i wun sae who but u'll noe somehow.but i dun tink peeps will care.so dun even bother finding out.haha.i cant wait to meet my fwens!i've been waiting like for a month to see them.missing them alot.even the guys in class eventhough some are just freaks n geeks but still missing them.haha.sounds weird.diao.

2007-06-08T03:27:00.000-07:00

argh!im so dead!since u peeps dun noe.lemmie tell u the story...years ago..okay lemmie start again.during the hols,im suppose to do tis stupid malay thingy like some kind of a project individually.teacher told us(malay peeps)tat we're suppose to do on an a3 size paper(tats wat hafizah sae.some malay gal in class.if she told me the wrong thing she's so dead)then i did it on a half size of an a4 paper.like wth.but actualli not a big deal larhs but im making it big coz i like to mess wit myself.im weird.haha.and anotther gal tell me to do again and im like half way through.diao.nvm larhs.i'll just forget bout it and everyting is gonna be okay....few min later...OMG I STILL CAN THINK OF IT.ARGHS!!!!.okay be calm...breathe in,breathe out...ahhh...

2007-06-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

days goes by,but im still thinking that its really really slow.im at home doing nothing,eat,sleep,study and there goes the cycle.it keeps continueing...and left me bored at home.whereas the people around me goes out to their destinations.isit just me or the timing on earth's slow.wait..i think its me.haha.im a bit lame with all those phrases i made myself(gosh!im so proud of it).hehe.so tat's wat my life at home is.trying to make it more interesting but if my life turns into a movie,i think i'll fall asleep myself watching it.haha.so this is what happens if im dying of boredom.

2007-05-29T03:14:00.000-07:00

okay here comes the june hols..its the most boring month ever in my entire life...hav nothing to do.only tat i hav guide camps,trainings,extra class n watsoeva..at least there's something for me to do during the hols.makes my life easier when attending those things in school.if there isnt,i'll be sleeping or watch tv at home...oh ya n study.damn it.i cant believe i failed alot of subs..omg!nvm..there's half a yr to work hard n achieve my goals!(stand up proudly)ahem hem..okay lah..i wan tuh go study...hees.

2007-05-24T00:28:00.000-07:00

hmm...lets tink...wat shld write ah?i feel so emotional these daes..why ah...maybe its my growing stages...dots...some ppl sae i've change alot..why is tat so?nvm,i'll just change.then some ppl find me..i oso dunno lar why they wan to find me..search for me in the morning..like wat duh??tat time my heart beat so fast....100 times per minute...okay larhs tat wat's going on todae..hehe...

2007-05-14T02:12:00.000-07:00

lets see wat happens todae...hmmm....we played block catching..so fun!hees.i feel like in primary school play all those kind of stuff..so ppl who hate block catching go n die...just kidding.hees.tats all lorx tat fun..oh ya exams r over.yay!but oso scared lorx about the marks.i hav a feeling im gonna fail alot of subjects lorx..im gonna cry soon..sobs..

2007-05-11T01:05:00.000-07:00

yay!!2 more papers to go!!woohoo!!!i hav a feeling im gonna fail my geo..but my fwen sae must hav faith in yrself..maybe i shld listen to her..hmmm...maybe i shld..mayb i shldnt..hmm....wat u tink???

2007-05-03T22:29:00.000-07:00

4 more daes to mid yr exam...argh!!!!im like so worried bout the exam especialy geo.its like so damn hard to mie lorx.n im still on the first chapter.like OMG!!geography is making me feel so nervous about all the exams.woah!tis like so gonna be my shortest entry ever.fine,not so.hehe.gtg..study..xD

hmm...wat should i do todae??

2007-04-27T22:25:00.000-07:00

todae quite boring larhs.nothing to do except stay at home n study..haish..study study study.i feel like going out..shld i???nvm no need to answer.okaylarhs mic is trying to beg for forgiveness from lr but she doesnt accept it coz of something which i dunno.its kinda weird.for me not for em.i guess im in the problem.which i dun realli noe.i guess im realli blurr.lr if u're reading tis,can u like giv clear story for yr problem.im alwaes the 1 who everytime dunno yr problem.when after the problem finish then tel me.then how am i gonna help u cheer up.its hard for me.so the next time tell me first can??okay shuddup oledi afiqah!!so noisy..hehe..xp

okay..its getting more weird..

2007-04-27T00:52:00.000-07:00

todae.like bout 2 ppl cry..lr n yx(if u 2 dun mind i put yr name up here)..u guys cheer up okies??i'll try to figure out how to make u 2 cheer up.which is gonna be quite long time.i dun realli noe wat happen coz they neva tell me properly.now im blurr.me n mel r like in the middle of the whole thing.haish...but i dunno if anything bout the problem is bout me..if it is me im gonna be tear apart.im gonna be sad for a long long time.i mean it..gosh..when will tis stop??mel sae its sortta a cycle..okay if u wanna noe the cycle is like tis..few ppl will start hating each then after a few daes later they will patch back n there goes the cycle...get it??if dun just forget it...

wat a boring boring dae...

2007-04-25T02:59:00.000-07:00

okay lets see...wat shld i write bout todae....i hav to admit tat i hav to retake 2.4...bleah..so iritating..must retake tis must retake tat..why cant my life just be relaxing??but too bad,suffer now is better than suffer later..so sleepy but i hav to keep myself awake coz need to study..so gd rite??haish...im amazed...okay gotta go..must study..haish...

why do ppl sae life is like a living hell???

2007-04-24T02:06:00.001-07:00

i dunno wat happen ah but some ppl like to sae life is like a living hell..like wat duh??im so not agreeing wit em coz i dun tink life is like tat...okay,sometimes larhs..but mostly not.im not referring to anybody important but i suddenly heard alot of ppl saying tat.why?okaylarhs i hav to admit tat im a slowminded person n quite blurr sometimes..so i dunno alot alot of things..haish..life is just like tat..

fight,fight n fight...haish

2007-04-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

something usual happen todae..a fight between some1 n some1 but i dunno who coz i dun realli pay attention to it...hehe..but oni shout.but i noe some ppl go n bully matthew and he cried.which i dunnno wat realli happen next(as i said just now).then there's a fight between rytha n some guy.till rytha cry.haish...i dunno wats going on wit our class.just complicated.i wonder wat will happen the following week?hmm....

yo...

2007-04-16T05:05:00.000-07:00

hmm...lemmie see..tis week is like a sort of a sad week.luckily hav some1 who can cheer me up..some1 mysterious..hehe..no larhs..its my sister lah...jojo..love her so much.eventhough .ppl tink if im a les but i dont giv a damn..hehe...my best sis other than miaomiao..okaylarhs..i love everybody....XD.now i feel so happi.gosh im too excited..nvm..gotta go.bubbye.

erm...uh..ah...

2007-04-13T18:44:00.000-07:00

okaylarhs,yesterdae hav something weird going on...its like a fight against lr/yuan xin and cherie/eilyn..im like stuck in between tis whole thing..im scarred..then next next week its like our enrolment ceremony..its like ohmygosh!!boohooo..i guess i shld fren 4 of em...luckily lirong doesnt mind i fren wit em..or not ah..its gonna be a huge disaster.okay nothing to tok bout oledi..

ouhhhhh.....

2007-04-12T03:44:00.000-07:00

okay,i dun understand wat realli happen todae.isit cherie angry wit lirong or is lirong angry wit cherie??very confusing..haish..im rite in the middle of nothing.hehe.im just weird.i'll just do like either disgusting things or weird things.its just my life.im like tat.but sometimes i'll be sad if my frens r sad like 1 gal who did tat to mie.lemmie be specific,a sec 2 gal(miaomiao)..haha...okay lemmie describe her..erm..she cute,funni,sometimes very blurr...like to walk around..tats all lor..i'll see if she change anytime.okaylah..wanna go alreadi...

study,study,study

2007-04-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

okaylah i hav to admit tat im a person who like to study..actualli hav to study.we hav tests anytime next week and its my worst subject of all,geography.haish...and on thursdae we hav maths test..for get it we hav alot alot of tests.oh ya today,at school,for maths,i hav to ask 1 question tat i dunno how to do..so i keep saying ''1e''but he neva hear.so i told lirong wat i wanna ask him so she shouted''1e larhs!''then suddenly emmanuel was like saying''there's no 1e larhs!!''lirong was like so paiseh..haish.wat an embarrasing day for us.hehe

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2007-04-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey....i dunno wat to tok larhs...nothing to write about.oh ya hav 1.lucky ms toh took over mr sia's remedial class.or not i die by now.he's just a boring teacher.cant stand him.he's just iritating when comes to his talk bout some discipline thingy for 1 hr a day?but he change oledi.he oni tok bout tat for few minutes.which is a gd sign.realli realli a gd sign...okay wanna go sleep oledi.zzz...

aloha!

2007-04-08T02:46:00.000-07:00

actualli nothing happen todae....so quite a fast story.i went to some class in the morning...then go home...nothing to do....for get it nothing interesting happen todae...

i feel like crying too

2007-04-06T23:38:00.000-07:00

todae is a sad sad dae...why is everybody sad todae...2 ppl....miaomiao n lirong....u guys cheer up okies??tis is realli realli sad dae...but i dunno if miaomiao is realli sad todae....she's been so quiet todae...lirong hav alot alot of problems....and i dunno how to cheer her up...but i try to figure it out..i dunno why ah but when anybody sad i feel like crying...its like a connection.get it??(sobs..sobs)

i'll tell u all....

2007-04-06T03:38:00.002-07:00

all my favourite people in the whole wide world.....sisters:miaomiao(bestest sis in sch),joleen(my nicest sis),weeling(my adorable sis),weiling(i'll describe her later),lirong(my cheer mie up sis),melmel(my shweet sis)juvena(my lovely sis(cough,cough)),yiru(my another lovely sis(cough,cough)),my 604 classmates,most of all my family!yay!!mainly everybody lah i like except u noe who....i dunno suddenly write all tis....i tink it will cheer me up...hehe....alrite then....

hey.....

2007-04-05T19:18:00.000-07:00

i bored,tired,sad and all the emotions at the same time...isn't tat weird??i wan to go to skool....i hate holidays!eventhough must see his face everydae....i only go to skool to learn(cough,cough) and meet all my frens...especially special people....hehe...okaylah tats all..no mood to write already...for today

im sad todae

2007-04-05T00:04:00.000-07:00

im sad coz a person tat i alwaes hang out with me neva talk to me like the whole dae...i tink the person is iritated of me...im sad...i tink the person hate me...the way the person sounded when messaging mie....the way the person talk to me....am i tat iritating??i hope this will end fast and not drag till whole year...i cant wait for a long time...im gonna cry soon...i hope the person wil forgive mie about anything i did....im just sad...am i bugging u 2 much??then i'll change.....i dunno if everything i write is making u feel more iritated....

im very bored!!

2007-04-04T02:05:00.002-07:00

hey....i hate mr sia so so much!he put comments on my maths worksheets bout not being attentive in class...and put the same thing on the rest of the other papers.argh!!hate him,hate him,hate him,hate him,hate him,HATE HIMM!!!ah!why in the world is ppl around me like mad at me??did i do something wrong?im curious and scared at the same time....sheesh...

ah...

2007-04-03T01:20:00.000-07:00

todae is the most super duper boring dae.pe... maths....luckily see him for 2 periods oni...or not im gonna die...seeing him make me wanna puke...evrybody is like giving him alot of atitude.later must go my gramma hse for something.haish,boring oso must go through the whole dae.aiya,nothin to sae alreadi...gotta go.i wanna sleep alreadi.

haish...

2007-04-02T05:34:00.000-07:00

todae,is the most tiring dae of my life....haish..first is the subjects in the morning then guides....skools okay but guides ah,haiya,hav the threasure hunt thingy tat made us run like the whole skool...i hate it so so much.then we hav to sing the world song.luckily sing in pairs and not solo.abit more.abit bit more..then we must like do the super duper long marching for 2 times.and guess wat??i counted how many''watevas''in juvena's conversation and it total up to like 10o n something??wow,i tink tats the oni word in her dictionary...juvena if u're reading tis ah,dun get mad.i feel like dying now after the stupid treasure hunt thingy...argh!!

hiee......

2007-03-31T20:20:00.000-07:00

heys....lets start now...erm....okay let's talk about mr sia....he keeps repeating his discipline thingy like about 1 hr a day which can make me feel so piss off with him...why does he keeps talking bout the same thing everyday...im so sick of hearing him...why?why must he do this?he either tell us to shut up or keep talking...i scolded by him like 4 to 5 times a daebcoz i tok so much..and guess wat?in report bk he put me as a quiet gurl...like wat duh??thinking bout him make me wanna puke..he's alwaes siding michelle..its like michelle tis michelle tat..like wat sia...gosh!so frustrating..on the other hand,why some ppl like to slash themself when they can get over their problem after sometime?its just plain stupid...oh ya,juvena keep saboing me in anything and i feel like killing her.argh!sh's so dead..muahahaha!!!XD